Sorry for missing out in action for the entire month or so... hmm everything has been fine and that makes me worry what might be coming up next..

Definitely in life, u gain some and lose some... but importantly is how you get yourself up and continue to walk the rest of your journey... if you start to ponder and lose yourself while walking, think of the pple around you... your family, your frens, your lover... they are the one who keeps you in the path.. Everyday is a learning day, your journey doesnt end today or tomolo.. infact it begins every new day.. the challenges you have to face when you open your eyes... the pain and agony you have to face... the joy and happiness you receive...

I got happy family, lovely gf, understanding frens, challenging job and helpful classmates... what more do i expect?

Never regret things you had done, regret things you have not... strive for your goals ~

hehehe.. its always so nice to take leave on friday, i bet u guys know that kind of feelings when you can roll around your bed thinking how nice it is to be at home relaxing.. hahaha! awww.. got a sweet morning called, woke up and had my fav breadfast on the dinning table, after that lighted a cigarette... omg the whole process was like damn shiok. HAHA!!! Suppose to go school to study, tmr is my last paper.. but... haix. I went back and sleep again. What to do ??? too shiok already. =p
This weekend program tightness for me,

Sat 0900hr - 1230hr : Accounting 1A exam.
1230hrs onwards : Chalet preparation.
1800hrs: Back to company to gather some stuff
2100hrs: Wild wild wet link up with other committee members & start work

duno what time can go to bed ???

Sun 0830hr - 1730hr : Certis Cisco Family Day !!!
1730hr: pack up all the stuff
1830hr onwards: weicao wedding dinner @ St Regis Hotel

Very sorry Mr Ivan, i couldnt attend your birthday celebration on sat... Anyway Happy 26th birthday =)

Okay 27th this month im meeting up the rest to powerhuse as per planned. Ermm.. classmate gathering ? frens gathering ? aiyah wadever.. LOL! importantly is to have fun =)
will upload some photos to brighten up my blog.. looks so wordyyyyyyyY. yucks. hahaa! see ya!

yes, something to share... b4 i went to sleep yest, i found out something that really makes me boiled for about half an hour. Pple who are close to me knows that i dont boil over small things but last nite i..... pissed. To my best bros and buddies, pse respect me for who i am, dont do that fugging things to hurt me. You guys may think im just throwing a fuss outta of it, i repeat myself... u guys are my best frens and u know i wun throw a fuss over this type of things unless it really get into my nerve.. you guys are never in my shoes therefore you dont understand me. Not even my best fren knows what im thinking. Treat me like a retard or kind of transparent is never what i will do to you guys next time and 4ever... anyway afterall i realized is it worth to get angry over something i forego? If my words are too harsh for you guys, im sorry. You guys are still my bestie.

I realise something eh, i have been blogging the same things over and over again. Just that the time and dates are diff.. duhz.

oh.. went powerhuse over the weekends, the pple i mix with are really all goner... they are either who smoke alot lah, drink alot lah, fight alot lah... all kinds of monkey and donkey pattern. The end result =Drunk ??? LOL! but i love them can.. this is why we are group together becos we are crazy.
The boyz that i went clubbing with are owis my best buddies, becos i believe only best buddies will take care of best buddies.. i seldom go with pple im not close with. Haaaa! act ji ki superstar rite? lol. Ok lah, next week gonna prepare for my company family day at wild wild wet. Sat evening need to check in chalet after that need to be coolie. Sunday will be a real busy day, family day rite? not for us okie.. we are working as the backend side. But one thing cool is we entitle 1.5days of leave. HEHE! worth it lah.

I kept repeating going holiday for so many times til i think i am a super nagging fark uncle.. now wad.. WHO WAN TO GO HOLIDAY ?????????? argh.

Commiting is jus like suiciding =p

weeeee.. really had some hectic weekends, cant reveal much thought. Haha! From projects to party, from party back to project. Now im preparing for my exam. =P i guess im going on a holiday during july when my bonus arrive. Hehe! i reckon there will be any celebration going on. Oh yah, to recall back.. something bad happened to me and that changes my life. Right now im happy to think this way and i will continue to think this way... aiyah words behind words, meaning behind meaning.

Btw Ong Aileen, when your baby is out, pse kindly ask him/her to address me as John KorKor okie. i dun wan to be an uncle so soon. You can tell him/her im a crazy kor kor. Hahahahahaaaaaaaa!

I rather be a fool for 5 mins than to remain a fool forever.. =P

sometimes.. just wan to pull the string back to where it belongs.

I wonder whats wrong recently, lotsa of my frens broke up either with their boy/girl frens. Its not like 1 or 2 but 5 to 6. Some kind of break up season ? Anyway hope you guys pull over real soon okie.

Friday,
Winebar with colleagues,
Tanjong pagar pub with yhao,
Sabai with Jitson,
Another pub nearby...

Crazy nite.. Reached home at 7++ am. Wtf ?? i just cant imagine i can pull through. It was like how many god damn years ago since i last done it... Btw its all that stupid sista fault.. you owe me alot.

Saturday,
Knock out til evening... bath and out to Kenghong chalet at Changi. Reached home at 3am.
ZzzZzzZzzz ~

Sunday,
Woke up at 9+, went to AMK library to link up with my mates for project session.
Come home celebrate dad's birthday.
Ate some pizza and cake.
END !!!!!!!!!!

Blog like a zombie rite ?? fark, drop me a happy pill !

Last sunday i visited the dentist, while awaiting for my name to be called, i was so afraid. The fear that arise out of no where. It was like how many donkey years ago since i last visit a dentist.. after my name was called and i went in and sat on the seat.. i opened my mouth and guess what the dentist said?

Dentist : John your teeths are all cigarette stain..
Me: Yes i know... if not i wouldnt have come to you.. Hahaha !!
Dentist : Stop smoking !!!
Me: Yes trying to... ( was thinking, stop all the comments, get the job done quick and fast ! )

eeeeeeeeee...........kakakakaka.........ooooooooooooooo...........

Dentist : Relax yourself, you're too tense.
Me : Very pain lah..

My mouth are full of blooddddd. Omg !!!!!!!!! The process took about 45mins.

Dentist: okay done !! so when you walk out of the dental clinic, pls give yourself an allowance of 4 -5hrs before smoking ok? if not the stain will come back real fast.
Me: YES !!!!!

Walk out of dental clinic, immediately lighted up a cigarette.. HAHAHAHAHA! the most i come back again loh ??? anyway i can claim dental expenses from company. So i thought its okay lah.. hahaha! Okok im trying to cut down on my cigarette, pse give me sometime. My goal this year is to quit smoking which i think its near to impossible. TRYING v v v v v v v v hard. ^^

Met up alex, collected my watch at pacific plaza, do some window shopping. sometimes i feel really bad, throughout these few months, i guessed i neglected alot of my close friends, as in im busy with work and studies. Weekends i normally rush for my projects or assignments.. and i dont feel like going out unless its like a short dinner trip. In my heart, i still care for you guys.. promise will catch up with you guys soon. Maybe during my birthday ??? Hope you guys understand my situation. Friends are all i cherish at this moment. =) love you all lah !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Recent hang out

yay finally met up that little frog that i knew 9 years ago... it was a good catch up i supposed. We had delifrance for dinner, awww!! i cant finished e food cos the taste was pretty bad until she told me a story abt wasting food. Sounds scary... and i managed to pour the remaining food into my stomach leaving 10% behind. Kakaka! yay.. all e best to your taiwan trip. Come home safely k? The next following day, met up the usual suspects for prawning session again ? pictures will show it all ~ *note: take your temperature 3 times per day to prevent swine flu. >>> lame!

A very touching video of Chirstian the lion... =)

Hmm.. been thinking how to celebrate my upcoming birthday.. 3 more months okie !!! quite a bit of typical singaporean rite?? haha.. still long but its good to plan ahead wad. My shan mei tell me to held a nerd party. omg !!! which is a pretty fresh idea but kinda troublesome, as in gotta find the sch uniform, equipment blah blah ... i wanted to go overseas to celebrate.. but how many of us are free to go ?? aiyah~ i want to find something whole newwwwww.. i dont wan chalet, bbq, ktv, home party all theseee and lastly PLEASE!!! NO CLUBBING! I admit last time, clubbing was like part of my life but not anymore. I lost the feelings~ unless its someone birthday else its a hell NO !!! boreddddddd!!!

Fri :
Wine bar with colleagues and bosses...

Sat :
Meditation part 01

Sun :
Meditation part 02

From my youngest years
Till this moment here
I've never seen
Such a lovely queen
From the skies above
To the deepest love
I've never felt
Crazy like this before

prawning session last weekend =)

awww!!! busy busy and real busy ~

when one decides to stop pursuing, one moves on...
when one promise to come out from e jungle, one fails to do so...
when e one promise to wait for one to come out from e jungle, e one did so...
but one did not came out and guess one found a new life.
before leaving, one told e one it will be the happiest thing if both were to be together.
the words still ponder in e mind, only to know its just an illusion.

Intensive week as i mentioned on my previous entry... plus a 20% class quiz and i got 5%. Hahaha!! I guess its an early warning sent out to me, reminding me to get my engine started. Yest, met up with panda and the same old pri sch gang.. same place again. I think e place has becoming our hang out area. This time round, we went over to the bar called Estate bar, its their grand opening and best out of best is free flow from 7pm - 8pm. HAHA!! Chiong ahhhhhhhh ! Kiasu singaporean. After that, participate in the dart competition. Won nth but some encouragement. HAHA! Continued to slack til 4am.. Oh by the way, the prawning spot opens 24hrs. Run by my friend bro and ofcos the employees are all my frens.. hahaha! You guys can drop by 21 Aroozoo Ave and its near upper serangoon road. Can look for Andy Tan. The rate is e same as the others prawning spots and soon it will extend to 6 big pond. Nice places with restaurant and bars, definitely a place to keep your weekends occupied. =) Too bad, din managed to take pictures of the area. Oh ya.. planning for a short weekend trip to either batam resort or malaysia. Labour day the day our journey begins.. HAHA! Looking forward to it. ^^ TATA ~

hah... its been a long long time since i really make full use of my weekends. A turbo hard core. Last fri finished my exam, head down to clarke quay Jumbo with my mates. Order some exciting crabs.. i really think its a nice place to have seafood though alil bit exp but worth it. Thumbs up ! soo after the jumbo dumbo meal, we went over to bugis to have desert... 1000 calories ! Reached home and knock out !!!!!

beeppppppp !! oh... its panda bdae. He came over with his wifey, so sweet... and i brought them over to Semb for ZI CHA !! hahaa~ eat eat eat.. eat again. This time round i guess its about 1500 calories.. damn! HAHA!! sooooo after having our dinner, we headed down to St james Mono to link up with the rest of my bimboooooo! ahhhhh! really miss them to the core.. We sing we drink and we dance. Its actually a nice place, just above dragonfly. Pure Ktv.. when u get bored, u can just go down to level 1 and shake ur arse. Hahaha! OKIE reached home at 5.30am. Knock out once again !!!!!

beeppppppp again ?????? PANDA AGAIN !!!!!! oh yah. forgotten last nite we had a date, am going down to his brother place to prawnnnnnnnn! yup! a completely new prawning area @ ahzooroo ave ?? did i spell it correctly ? ahahas!!! we had dinner over there, this time round we ate korean bbq. Oh mannnnnnnn! i cant believe i ate raw beef, beef tongue !!! somehow it taste really nice. I lost my V just like dat... Hahaha! okay 2000 calories @@ after that drive back home and ?????? knock out !!!!

Haiz, my parents went overseas again.. leaving me with my 2 little doggies! i gotta wake up early morning to cook rice for them, clear their pee and boo. SUCKS la.......... mummy pls faster come home.. =(

yay!! exam officially over ~ sounds cool ? yearning for long term break ? looking for holiday spots ? finally can slp and bath in peace ? finally can throw all the notes into the waste bin ? but... fark all these.... becos monday sch reopen. Tell me which sch in the world does all this craps ? yay my sch loh.. Bravoooooooo !!! and the timetable was like ? wad e peeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ for consecutive 2 weeks, im having lesson and ITS EVERYDAY including WEEKENDS OKAY! v good! come and drain my soul. Make me soul-lesssss pseeeee!

Recently i visited some blogs, saw some rich fark blog and im like so envy. They are born with golden spoon.. at the age of 18, went to take licence, okay passed !!! next parents buy them luxury cars, they stayed in condos.. each morning they wake up.. they can sing to the bloody sea and at night they can reach out to the moons and stars. Isn't it so unfair... pple like me have to start mugging and building up our career at the age of 25. Oh man, spare me some shit !!! I guess im at my peak at the moment. Slowly... i am climbing up steps by steps... achieving targets i set for myself. Next time when im rich, am gonna use bird nest to wash face, sharkfin to risin my mouth, abalone to scrub my body, ginseng to stir my coffee. Wasting resources right ?? who cares! i like ~ hahaha.

live for me i die for u... =)

Yes.. my 2 dearie shan mei birthday celebration. Met up for dinner and k-ge as usual. Alright i think next time round we got to find new stuff to do. I promise next year i will be the one organizing okie.. lol. ahhh just finish one of my exam, 1 down 1 to go.. and guess wad, next monday sch reopen!!! so fast... dont even have any term break loh. SUCKS!! but that doesnt mean its not good becos as least i can complete my studies earlier on. weee !! This month really got lotsa of friends birthday~ pocket blastttt !!! coming next is my best friend panda birthday. I noe him since pri 1. HAHA.. more den 18 years of frenship! we still ring up one another whenever we got time. Cocks and bulls story still rolls between us. =) Im blessed with all these good friends around me. 10q ~~~

Endless internet application

Nowdays there are endless internet applications coming up.. during my time the most "in" application is Mirc loh.. Everyone was like crazy about it including myself. Haha!! Must apply boardband den park inside the channel and when you went out, you mus put AWAY[ blah blah blah...] show off abit la... must let pple noe you go to some kind of rock places. Shortly after that, ICQ came in.. but still not that "in" compare to mirc la.. mirc can chat with mutiple pple where else ICQ only allows peer to peer. Lousy 1 lah ICQ... but somehow i did have an account too. Hahaha~ pple have i also follow loh.. den came along MSN!! wooah.. quite cool as in til now everyone still using it.. Hmm. yay friendster was quite hot too.. den dunno all the stupid applications starts to come in one by one. So current hotest is Facebook yea ? so to summarize everything... Mirc:(XXXX slap YYYY with a large trout) ICQ:(oh oh, oh oh) MSN:(You have just sent a nudge) Friendster: (eh add me leh... leave a comment leh..) Facebook: (eh tag me leh.. tag me leh..) i guess there are more to come... lets wait and see okay.

if you think you are suffering, pls think of pple in 3rd world countries.

they are 100times or 1000times worst den you...

be contented with what you have. =)

What an inexperience driver, tat is the phase i wanna use on myself. HAHAHA! yest morning i drove my mum to the market... in her mind she must be thinking i am such a filial boy but it turn out to be a nightmare for her. Because when i enter the car park gantry my rear wheels was on top of the hump and when the gantry rise.. i release the brake, the car roll back, aunties/uncles walking happily behind the rear of my car, got a shock of their life, i could hear vulgarities, shouting all over the place, and... i ignore and voom off ~!!! HAHA!!!!!! so i proceed to park the car ... and... i reverse so fast tat the car hit the kerb!!! my mum finally broke her silence. AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! hahahahaha ~ #($*#$*#$*#$* damn funny! alright wad to do.. just passed rite ? P-plate rite ? inexperience rite ? lol.

leg break alrdy still can sing huh ?? =)

tongue and tongue !

yea~

huat ah !!!

ur song drown me ~

me, fion, jit

awww~ 2nd time CSB. =)

touch your heart, feel the beat...

wooo ~ one project down, thks god the presentation well on smooth and steady. Phew!! sian recently becoming so homely, i think its becos weekdays owis after work do project or go sch.. tats why when it comes to weekend just feel like staying at home. Not a bad choice either, can save up some money.. Haha!

Recent sundays had been doing project with my mates @ MS starbucks. I think this is the best project mates i had met so far... our ideas are identical and everyone was very positive thinking. Helping out each other when one knows that another one are busy working blah blah blah. Very fortunate to have them in the group. During our break time, we use daniel macbook to take some candice shots.. damn funny ~ Tmr is our presentation, i hope it turns out well as we really put in hell lots of effort.. wish me good luck kay? gooooooooooooooooooooo ~

There are times when you meet good people in your life.

search your soul...

Sentosa Blast with colleague

Yay, sat went to sentosa with my colleagues, the weather was really bad.. kept raining!! but.. its good thing cos i dont have to suffer any terrible sun burns. HEHE! Played volleyball and captains ball. Damn loh, the nxt following day my whole body aches like hell.. too long nv exercise ??? might be.. haha! after the sentosa trip we went over to a place dunno at whr to have laksa steamboat. but one thing i know its near vivo city. 1st time eat laksa steamboat.. i will give it a 4 stars !!! haha~ exam coming soon. Im gonna make it !!! If u like someone dont play with the heart.. learn to love !!!

enjoying my BK burger.. lol

Laska steamboat !!!

waiting for the ladies to finish bathing..:(

wait again....

act cool har ???

cheeseeeeeeee ~

all my jie jie !! haha

the B-boyz ~

spot the boss ! haha

poor da jie being drag into the rain ~ haha

=)

group pic, spot e 2 bosses !

unpacking

i seriously miss all my frens... my pri sch frens, my sec sch frens, my poly frens, my army frens, my outside frens..except my colleagues. I see them basically everydaY ~ hahahaa~!!

in life you owis met different kinds of people, be it good or bad.. they once left memories in your heart !

Learn to cherish everybody !!! cheers*

One fine morning, a little girl hopped onto her brother's car and off they went travelling on the road. She was singing happily when suddenly a vehicle from the back collided onto their vehicle. Due to the forceful impact, the little girl who was sitting on the rear of the vehicle was thrown all over the places just liked a pin-ball. Glasses shattered all over the places... Both vehicles were smash like Roti Prata. Poor little girl suffered injuries on the neck, leg, hand, head & ears(i think most serious,becos she couldnt hear properly nowadays). She was conveyed to the hospital and luckily god of mercy is by her side, safe guarding her throughout this tragic accident. Now that she is lying on her bed, enjoying 2 weeks of medical leave. ^^

I passed my driving !!! wooo~ i knoe at my age its alil bit too late. Don luff at me can. Haha! but im still v happy that i passed !! Okay.. my war gonna starts soon. 2 projects awaiting for submission and 2 final exams. Yay.. just gotten back my laptop, stupid... bought it bearly 3months yet went in side hospital stayed for 5days. (#@$*#)$*#($* !!! most suay person in the world. Fark Asus!!! hahaha~ alright. Get well soon J.L =)

To all the noisy pple out there...

HAHAHA! here i am.. aiyooo, been busy can. Its not that i dont wanna blog becos i am real real busy. Ermm, not really also.. just too lazy. HAHA! woooooooooooo ~! where should i start??? okie short summary on what i've been doing for the past month. Hmm.. CNY !!!!!! yay~ this year CNY was really homely for me, i din went out accept to my cousin and bro's house. This is the 1st time i felt so so so warm as in the 4 days straight i was with my family members. I save alot of money seriously + i won some ban luk... HAHA! ho ho ho CNY getting boring and boring, lets see next year whats the outcome..

OKAY !! after CNY, its Aileen and Jacky wedding, bless them with all the good luckssssssss. Blissful marriage k!!! frm my heart. Hehe! Super know how to choose a date loh.. Marrying at CNY, next time i want to learn from u all lah.. and guess now their in Europe for their honeymoon ?? haha! okok after that, oh.. celebrated yhao 25th birthday. Yoz dude your're getting older and older... lol. A simple dinner + a simple cut cake session. I hope you dont mind, wait til you're 30years old, we will do a big party for you... kakaka!

Other den these few events, my days are all at home idling.. work school home. The 3 places you can find me. YAY!!! Valentine day !!!!!! woooo ~ i so happy for wad.. i dont even have a valentine, but i felt happy for all the couples out there.. can. =( basket.. stay at home the whole day, if i went out, i will see alot of couples holding hands, kissing here and there, hands holding onto flower, blah blah blah.. damn sian loh!! but stay at home also damn sian!!! AIYA!!!!!! even my mum and my dad also went pa tou.. wad e... arghhhhh! Hahaa~ nvm!! just waiting for my next valentine. I wont stay single foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!

My next big day is coming ~ stay tune to spade@live-for-me-i-die-for-u.blogspot.com. LOL!!!!!!!!! Lastly, to all the noisy pple out there... i love you allllllll! Happy belated Valentine day! Cherish what you have before it all turnns into ashes.

wait til i received the pictures den i shall updates okayyyyyy ! i will be back. Trust me !

A peaceful sat nite... despite phone kept ringing I'm able to resist the temptation. Haha! OK basically just feel like resting at home becos for the past one week been working and going sch after work and when i reached home its already like 11pm? Wondering if this path is what i want.. everyone told me to endure this 2 years and i've been trying v v hard.. my result for last semester just released, got a credit 68 marks for the core module... i dunno whether am i happy or not.. ofcos i hope i can get a distinction, i mean who doesn't want a better result but after all i dun feel anything.. i guess I'm already immune.

CNY coming soon, i was thinking why must we buy new clothes,shoes etc.. during cny?? is it becos it has become a habit ever since our ancestor ?? haha! more over, why must be red ???? yest i just bought 3 polo-t & 1 t-shirt, mainly black... hahahaa~ i dun believe all this shit lah. Wad go pple house cannot wear black or wad cny cannot sweep the damn floor becos ur fortune might be swept away. Craps! i mean living in this world, if you gonna follow all this damn crap don't you think your life will be quite miserable ?? and i don't feel any excitement about up coming cny. TMD! the only way to bring me back to life is to finish my studies. Sian!!! where is the motivation and encouragement that ponder ard my ears before? all gone...

oh man.. im broke. Last month really really over spent to the max. Bought tv, laptop & towards the end of 2008 i backside itchy go buy a hp. Now chinese new year is coming, still needa buy clothes. =( But anyway last year chinese new year was a boring one, parents went australia.. left me alone in spore. Damn sian!!! pple all go bai nian, i at home bai nian with my 2 doggys. How sad it is rite. But.. ofcos i find program for myself everynite, i remb for the 4 consecutive nites i went double O. Basket.. drink like nobody business. Even this year parents never went aboard but my relatives in spore are really limited. I got 3 aunties, 1 in australia, 1 is a muslim and the last 1 is a chinese, den my both side ah gong and ah ma past awy already.. so sad. So i owis envy others alot alot.. dont really have any nian to bai. Basically just meet up for dinner and thats all..
whose house can bai nian ??? let me know pls. LOL!

Cousin reunion @ hard rock cafe

Last week my cousin & her girl fren from australia came over to singapore for holiday, its been a long time since i last saw him. Throughout their stay here we brought them to alot of places in spore, i guessed they really enjoy their trip here. Things over here are much more cheaper compare to australia. Haha.. and i promise i will drop by perth one day... and next week, the parents are coming, hahaha! Relay huh ? let the family tie grows stronger! =) ahhhhh.. busy busy busy... but i nv forgotten u! ^^

me & my bro

bro & da sao

yea.. cousin reunited

some one ?

yay. waiting for the rest..

couple. =(