A peaceful sat nite... despite phone kept ringing I'm able to resist the temptation. Haha! OK basically just feel like resting at home becos for the past one week been working and going sch after work and when i reached home its already like 11pm? Wondering if this path is what i want.. everyone told me to endure this 2 years and i've been trying v v hard.. my result for last semester just released, got a credit 68 marks for the core module... i dunno whether am i happy or not.. ofcos i hope i can get a distinction, i mean who doesn't want a better result but after all i dun feel anything.. i guess I'm already immune.

CNY coming soon, i was thinking why must we buy new clothes,shoes etc.. during cny?? is it becos it has become a habit ever since our ancestor ?? haha! more over, why must be red ???? yest i just bought 3 polo-t & 1 t-shirt, mainly black... hahahaa~ i dun believe all this shit lah. Wad go pple house cannot wear black or wad cny cannot sweep the damn floor becos ur fortune might be swept away. Craps! i mean living in this world, if you gonna follow all this damn crap don't you think your life will be quite miserable ?? and i don't feel any excitement about up coming cny. TMD! the only way to bring me back to life is to finish my studies. Sian!!! where is the motivation and encouragement that ponder ard my ears before? all gone...